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Thursday, April 19, 2007

Staying here..Going nowhere...

Hey guys! I'm Dennis, but my blogger name is Kaiten... And yeah, I'm a prisoner of my own dreams...

Have you ever wanted to do something but just can't seem to do it? It's like, you want to buy something knowing it's not found in your country? And you're unable to go to the net... yeah, it sucks...

Sometimes I even think I'm the only one who has this problem... But decided there might be others who share the same. And that's the reason I started this blogging. Summer is the perfect time to focus on blogging. Just like Koike Teppei!

Teppei... and WaT... there lies my problem... For those of you who don't know them yet... They're a pop duo in Japan. W stands for Wentz Eiji and T stands for Teppei Koike. I really adore their songs! The blending, the tone, everything! And I've gotten so addicted that I want to just go and fly to Japan to catch their next concert or whatever! Yeah, i know... It sounds stupid... And you're probably thinking I'd get over this sooner or later. But the things is, it's not just them I'm after in Japan.

It's freedom. How I always want to say that. How I want to revel in its reality. And the funny thing is, I overheard a discussion where they talked about "What if everyone had total freedom?" I heard some of their opinions and was struck by one. "The world would go crazy if everyone was given the freedom to do everything." I said to myself, "yikes!" and started thinking about what would happen. But this still doesn't stop me from wanting my freedom. Free to do things I want to do. Free to be who I want to be. Free to say the things I want to say. Free to see the world in my own view. My own perspective. I want to go away and just spend some quality time with myself. I always imagine myself viewing a sunset at sea. The portrait in my mind was always splashed orange. It seems so real I can hear the waves crashing in. I can feel the wind rushing through my hair, caressing my face. I can feel the warmth of the sand, as I walk around slowly at the shore. Just imagine... I know this might not sound like the perfect setting for everyone, but you guys should try it sometime... Think of the place you would really want to go to. Picture it in your mind. Focus. And make that dream a reality. But I warn you, don't over do it. 'Coz if you do, you might end up with a broken heart.

So, that's pretty much my story... well, currently. I am a captive. A prisoner of my own dreams.

*And yeah, I am NOT an EMO person. "no offense to those who are"... I'm just letting out some air...that's all... Boy, this feels so good! 'Til next time! Jaana! (^^)v*

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